>.<

Listener....
i need u............

我...
到底怎么了??
。。。。。。

T_T

喜欢一个人但却不能和他在一起。。
那么没关系。。
只能祝福他会幸福。。
希望他会快乐。。
心痛的是。。
他并不幸福。。。
一点都不快乐。。。
T_T

just 2 do it!!!

start from now...
try 2 shut my mouth...
try 2 control myself...
try 2 live without u...
it's d best way for me...

Chris Daughtry - What About Now

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading
From all the things that we are
But are not saying
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn
Change the colors of the sky
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive
The ways I loved you
For all the things that never died
To make it through the night
Love will find you
What about now
What about today
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be
What if our love never went away
What if it's lost behind words we could never find
Baby before it's too late
What about now
The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace
Shadows fade into the light
I am by your side
Where love will find you
What about now
What about today
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be
What if our love it never went away
What if it's lost behind words we could never find
Baby before it's too late
What about now
Now that we're here
Now that we've come this far
Just hold on
There is nothing to fear
For I am right beside you
For all my life
I am yours
What about now
What about today
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be
What if our love never went away
What if it's lost behind words we could never find
What about now
What about today
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be
What if our love never went away
What if it's lost behind words we could never find
Baby before it's too late
Baby before it's too late
Baby before it's too late
What about now

sorry & thanks^^

yea...
u r right...
i m so feeble..
av single thin ll oso make me tink too much..
i dunno wat happen between both of us gain...
dunno y...
maybe is d way u talkin to me...
let me no dare 2 talk with u...
or is my pblm??
i did smthin tat let u bu syok??
if got then jux tel me...
straight away is our style..
i m sorry 2 u all..
suddenly lose control there...
i really dunno wat've happened on mysf...
maybe only christine understand well on it....
i m really PC tat time...
i did so for nothin...
i never angry on u...
or them...
tat's my pblm..
tat's y i apologize to u all...
nvm...
promise...
no more next time....
indeed....
wont have anothe next time anymore...
i had ad decided it...
take care my frens....
thanks for giving me d hapiness tat i've lost for long long time ago....
thanks^^

你们确实带给了我快乐。。

你说得对。。
未来是自己定的，
不要因为周遭而毁了未来。。
谢谢你。。

Marion Raven - Break You

I was your girl
Gave you my world
My everything
But you wouldn't see
I had your back
I backed you up
Whatever I did
Was never enough
Just you
You
That's all you ever thought about
You
You
No one matters like you do
What goes around comes around
You should know by now
Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now
The palm of your hand
That was your plan
Gave me no time
But now you want mine
It's all about take
You took too much
Nothing inside
I'm all used up
Come on
You
You
Nothing else matters like you do
You know what I'm talkin' about don't you
What goes around comes around
You should know by now
Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now
On your one night stands
(should've thought about that)
Says she's just a friend
(should've thought about that)
Are you satisfied now
(should've thought about that)
Cause you can't hold me down
Not now
I wanna thank you 'cause now I'm free
I can breathe again and I'm never going back to you
Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now
Yeah yeah
Bet you never thought that I could break you
(Bet you never thought that I could break you)
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now

FUCK!!!

what the fuck!!!!!!
u ruined my mood....
never n never again...
all comes to the end!!!!!!!!

miss

where'd u go??
i miss u so......

^^

Is that what I want??
If yeah, please go on...
^^

GHASTFULLNESS

u really wanna do like tat??
i scare on u...
really...
why tis world become so ghastly??
nope!!
i m d oni 1 din aware n dun wan 2 accept d reality...
it's my own fault...
just hope tis world can be simplify......

say NO 2 give up!!

please slap me if i wanna give it up...
i gotta be strong on it...
lolz^^

concentrate!!

start from now...
concentrate on avthin....
wont let mysf 2 ruin my future life anymore...
i miss you..

对不起。。

此刻，我只想对你说声对不起...
对你做过一切的一切...
我很残忍对吧??
我知道你是恨我的..........

haiz~~

dunno y...
tot i ll be happy as i reached my home....
but nw i jux noe i am not....
izit i really duno hw 2 mix wit my them??
i back home no good ma??
y always ask me tis Qs??
so sui de me..
avtime back home then jau need 2 repair hp n labtop....
really sui...
ishh!!!

Ishh!!

2012..
It was really a nice show...
But my body is quite uncomfortable as we sat at 1st row...
==
I'm not sure tat I was watching d movie or thinking somebody....
Ishh!!
I hate tat I was really dun understand myself well...
Always complicated with those stuff...
I should be strong but not feeble...

矛盾...

我是不懂得与人相处吧??
常常和朋友在一起时，
我都戴上耳机。。
没办法呀!
我就是爱听歌。。
虽然我懂这样很没礼貌，
但我却乐在其中。。
我就是喜欢一个人。。
享受着一个人的自由，
然而同时也害怕一个人的寂寞。。。

回家

星期六早上。。
舅母突然call 我。。
有的回家耶。。
心里万分的高兴。。
可是，我拒绝了。。
搞屁啊??
干吗要拒绝wor??
i hate mysf!!

ishh!!

就那么一件小小事情。。
能让你那么的emo??
就为了这件事情。。
你就要hurt我吗??
为什么不学会看开点呢??
事实往往都不是我们所看到，所听到的。。
really hope tat avthin ll be fine soon...

...

y i cant feel it??
u r too good to hide avthin from us....
y u wan 2 hide it??
happy then laugh...
sad then jux cry....
pls dun try 2 hide ur feelin when u r moody anymore...
it's not fair...
she can be happy wit anothe....
but she make u sad n moody all d time instead..
and then u stil act nothin 2 others......
i noe u r v struggle thr....
tat's y my heart is really really really pain.....

my fate!!

what's wrong wit me???????

avtime bein like tat....

i noe i m nt as gud as d 1....

no matter wat i done oso cant get ur sight.......

so hurt 2 noe tat.......

really duno how long i can stand 4 it....

but wat stil can i do wor???

jux 2 wait lo...................................................

Distance!!

There is a distance between us...
tat's wat i wana say....
tat's wat i hate....
tat's wat i dun wan it 2 be occured.....
maybe it's my pblm...
i m sorry...
but i always care bout u...
my bro...
gambateh 4 avthin....
good luck and all the best!!

Sarcastic

y??
tell me......
y can i do things 4 frens....
but not 4 my family??
y can i look after my frens when they r sick....
but not look after my family??
y i always do things 4 others??
but not 4 myself??
y i despicable 2 stay far from my family..
but not always together wit them??
y i bein like tat??
actually i oso care my family....
i love them so...
but y??
i am struggle 4 my fool action n tinkin....
if can, i wana stay wit u all.....
share our hapiness...
share avthin....
jux like others....
i love u all...

That NITE......

congrates!!
my bro n buddy mikky....
both of u were success on ur performance....
many frens told me tat they admire ur talent...
i m proud of it...
tat nite...
we back earlier after we watched ur show...
cuz christine wana fetch us 4 d march of nine emperor gods..
1st,we bought our dinner then we back 2 pui's home..
a drama was started..
cuz i dun wan u all go 4 d march...
tat's y i became a spiderman..
here,i m goin 2 say sorry 2 chien chien...(let u worry..)
at 1st,i call n cheat u tat i was gastric...
act,i jux wan d drama bcm more reality...
i noe i m selfish tat tm...
but i really wana tell u d truth at last...(but my hp was nt wit me..)
suddenly,she was faint...
we gotta send her 2 hospital...
driver-->christine(who was in sick..omg!!)
pui acc her 2 get treatment...
wait n wait..
all were worryin..
suddenly, pui is nt well ...
christine n me send her back 2 her room..
tat tm pui was faint ..(again..)
waitin 4 ppl 2 help us...
i saw chien chien at dataran....
she was drunk...
i called choon 4 help..
but he din hv car at tat tm...
chien was nt sober...
n she was togethe wit guys...(cuz ring acc regine back home..)
worry+ing.....
my housemate all slep at tat time i tink...
thr is only burger is stil awake but her leg was injured pula...(god!!r u kiddin wit me??)
ALL PPL IN SICK & DRUNK WERE COW!!(all cannot be advised 1..==)
chien, u r d oni 1 tat i scolded v seriously as i nvr scold my fren....
u make me cry in front ur guy frens...
it's quite humiliated!!(but nvm..it's passed..)
luckily ring was back...
pui awoke...
nam came n acc+ing christine...
n she back from hospital n stil sleepin..(medic's pasal...)
at last...
avthin is fine......
tis nite...
came wit many 'sui' thin....
pls stay away n dun cm 2 find us gain....(cuz not avthin i can prop it up..)
scarying~~~

JUST FOR U

i noe tat u will view my blog...
tat's y i choose 2 tel u here..
jux nw..
she said tat she may faint again....
but she dun wan u all worry bout her...
so she insist 2 go yc with u all at ABC..
she keep beggin me dun 2 tel any1 of u..
i was angry at tat tm bcoz of her 'cow thinkin'.....
but wat can i do????
if u all notice at me..
u all must be curious y i m eatin d untasty roti milo til v v v fast..
u noe wat??
she was pain at tat tm...
but i have 2 acc n support her without tellin u all...
2 times we go 2 toilet man....
she wana vomit but she cant...
n i oso nothin 2 do....
heart was pain....
wait until she is feelin better then we jux goin back 2 our seat....
i sms u...
tat's bcoz i cant tahan ad....
i wana tel u d truth....
i really wana tel u tat SHE IS NOT OK AD....
but i cant betray her....
so i hint u tat i ll nonsense when i wana tel u smthin ...
i saw tat ur eyes keep lookin at her...
stil tot u ll noe wat is my hint...
but maybe u misunderstand me jor....
actually i jux wana tel u bout she is gonna faint gain....
but u ignore me pula....
luckily,mr eros come 2 fetch us...
n she is FINE n sleepin nw......
i m sorRy bout my 'yu qi' when ask u 2 slep earlier...
cuz pui n i really worry on u much....
at last ..
wat i m goin 2 say is THANK YOU...
really thanx much....
without u,i duno hw 2 take care of her.....
few days sick continuously....
thanx 4 acc us n u really care our pui....
though u r stil new fren 2 pui...
but u r ad became her VVIP best fren jor.....
nice 2 noe u n fren wit u in our life......
stil THANKS.....

.....

wat else can i say??
i m sory 4 avthin.....
nothin can i do while u r cryin....
u hurt i hurt...
u sad i sad....
u moody i moody......
jux hope u be fine soon......
hey u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dun disturb n make 1 cry anymore.....
I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM LOSER!!!

我仍是个失败者！！

Shh!!

1 car..
1 man..
1 gal...
1 ppl....
few dogs..
few songs..
few frens..
few hours...
down time...
singin time...
jealous time...
lonely time...
no matter hw,
i wish u can be hapiness always...
at least u ll get wat u want...
it's gonna be a secret deep in my heart...

1010

1st time 2 date...
as we knew each other 4 almost 3years...
i ll appreciate it...
but if i gt follow what horoscope said...
isn't better??
lol
i miss u^^

penang trip--->queensbay!!

from sg.nibong walk til here..


on d way......


walk through tis..


shell..lol


signboard..(prove d way i walk is true)


walk through crystal point..thr gt domino's..

??walk til residental area...(hot man)


bside houses...try tis way...(check it out!!)


oh no!!

hard 2 cross over it..(my leg short man..==)


yeah!! I cross it!!


my target jux infront of me..


many roads 2 cross...highway..swt..


many cars on highway..


yep..reach soon^^

aiyoeh...y stil long?!T_T
10mins more 2 walk..
finally reached d shoppin centre.....
tired man...(heavy luggages+walk too long)
my body wet by sweat...
changed clothes at toilet thr...
haha..
walk alone at queensbay 4 2 or 3hours thr..
finally frens reached..
*************************************************
i reach penang sg.nibong(bus station) from perak..
tis is d 1st time i go 2 penang as i had grew up...
n i m alone..
wit my luggage..
my penang fren stil on d way back from kedah..
gotta wait 4 them..
so we decide 2 meet at queensbay...
ask d taxi driver 2 queensbay but v xpensive..
my fren said 1...
so try 2 find another way...
found no..
wana gv up n board d taxi..
b4 tat..
dial up danny...
he said v near...
i can walk 2 thr...
then i felt happy...
cuz i like d feel 2 walk at an unknown place...
jux 2 reach my target with my own leg..
lol...
with d digi campus package...(i ll follow u..lolxx)
i keep on callin him...
he guided me d way 2 reach queensbay...
act it's quite far cuz i walked..
it took 1 hour 2 reach...
but if i go by taxi..
may reach within 5 mins...
lol....
but i felt happy anyway....
it's my 2nd experience 2 walk at othe places jor...
1st tm is walk 2 centre market from kl centre...
more than 40 mins...
alone wit luggages too...
i feel good!!!
hope 2 get more chances for more experiences like tis....
^^

Police again...==

Jux nw go 2 cheng&hui geh bday party...
bbq..
eat a lot...
dance sumore..
lol..
all ppl back earlier cuz nid 2 work n study on next day...
then me n jo stay back 2 clean hui's house..
afte tat,zc bring us go 2 bkt tinggi yamcha..
but i din bring my ic n even money..
then he said nvm..
we keep loiterin thr 2 search a nice place..
suddenly,5 policemen wit their motoride stop our car..
at 1st,zc saw police but he din stop..
then they doubt us....
we came out from car....
at 1st ,they jux wan 2 check driver's ic & license...
but 1 of d policemen ask for my ic....
wtf...
i said no bring...
tot i must die tis time...
scare~~~
they start 2 check d whole car n d 4 guys' bodies too..
luckily no check me..
if they dare 2 touch me then they must die...
lol...
finally,finis check n nothin happen........
luckily no saman for me gain....
scare die me....
hate police....
hng!!!

Disappointed!!!

SEM BREAK LUR....
Wait tis break 4 too long jor..
finally .....
hahaha...
nw stil at jb...
stay at mr.kee geh home...
lol...
jux haunted by his piano melody...
although it's nice...
but really cant stand 4 him...
play d piano 4 d whole day ....
nonstop wei...
OMG!!!
9 more hours from kampar 2 jb...
but jux come jb n stay his home...
n listen 2 d piano tat he train ...
speechless=.=''

What a SHAME??!

2.30pm -->AACS1613 Introduction of Information Technology

Almost late..

But nvm..

Start the test soon..

Then,shit lo..

Many Qs act i gt study geh..

But blank at tat time..

haizzZZ..

**************************************************************

4.30pm-->Times up!!

Paper was collected..

Suddenly CK told me somethin..

SHOCK!!!

Mr.K absent?!

OMG!!

Keep looking around...

**************************************************************

4.45pm-->Left the exam hall..

Took my bag..

Took out HP..

Kept callin him..

Nobody accepted my call..

Worry+ing....

Finally,he pick up one's call..

The reason he gave is overslept..

==

The Qs on the paper...

He totally know hw 2 ans..

I noe he had paid much afford on it..

However,he was absent..

To laugh or to cry??

Prepare 2 resit..

Luckily not repeat..

*****************************************************

Wish u LUCK!!!

Saturday

A different day..
Saturday..
Commonly,
I m enjoyin 2 do anythin instead of study on Saturday...
Hwever,
tdy was different..
AEMS 2032 HUBUNGAN ETNIK
Slept at 2am..(cuz studyin fb..haa)
Woke up at 4.40am..
Start 2 study HE..(sleepy man~)
Til my burger back home..
She keep talkin wit me bout her XX..
Haa..
Quite funny..
Laugh til cant ctnue revise..
OMG~
.................................................
Tis paper..
not bad..
haha..
I meant only objective lar..
Bout the essay..
nonsense like shit...
oh no~
................................................
-END-

EXPECTING~~

6.05PM
FEEL TIRED..
Lay on my bed...
This moment,
my hp rang up...
it's Shine..

1st,
she scolded me..
cuz i nt yet give her an answer..
a comfirm answer..
So,
we start our discussion soon...
Finally,
I had decided on my sem break plan..

Yuhuh~
My sem break plans~~
1st--->Venue>>>JB
Date>>>15SEPT09
Transport>>>KTM
Friends>>>Kitty, Mr.Kee, CK
Purpose>>>Just 4 travellin..^^

2nd--->Venue>>>Genting Highlands
Date>>>20SEPT09
Transport>>>Bus(2 be confirmed..alone..wu wu~~)
Friends>>>Shine, Sying, Penang frens& duno who else..^^
Purpose>>>Just 2 meet frens

3rd--->Venue>>>Penang
Date>>>21SEPT09
Transport>>>Car(2 be confirmed^^)
Friends>>>Eric,Shine & her Penang gangs
Purpose>>>Hochak & Beach..Wait 4 me~~

Yet,
I m nt sure it ll be a v great plan..
Hwever,
I expected 4 it..
Haha..
Final exam~~
Faster end lar..
I hate u...
However,
I ll try my best 2 vanquish u...
hahaha...
Gambateh 4 everyone~~

PS: Happy Bday 2 my lui lui..
Happy 5SEPT09....
Ngo, 4give me cuz cant cele ur bday togethe..
Wish all ur dreams come true^^

DOWN

At this moment,

I'm down...............................

SPEECHLESS~~

=================sigh==================

Beginning of Final Exam

Hooh~
nervous~
tension~
frighten~

1st warm up test--> AELE 1133 English Language

v v v afraid til i keep singin song...
lol..
maybe i really nid my mummy 2 make me d chicken essence...
haa..
last 30 mins,
i finished up my essay..
i was out of idea..
d essay i wrote was worthless..
duno wat i had nonsense thr..
sigh..................................

家

家...

对我来说，

就好像只是个睡觉的地方。。

真的是酱的吗??

其实我很希望可以

呆在家久一点。。

对着我家人久一点。。

时常陪他们吃饭聊天。。

真的真的。。

我有很多个家。。

仿佛我就是个流浪者。。

四海为家。。

考完spm后，

我就开始离家。。

到外工作。。

一去就是五个月。。

再来，

工作合约满期，

才回到家几天。。

我又跑去读书。。

一去就是两年零四个月。。

期间，

我又跟朋友回家，

也到了各不同的地方住。。

在短短的两个月内，

住过perak's

kampar,

menglembu,

jelapang,

bercham,

kampar road,

cempaka(kl)...

很感谢他们带我回家，

然后又很照顾我，

让我感受到不同的家庭温暖。。

反而我自己的家，

自从去年的11月23日

搬到新家去。。

但直到现在，

我都还没住满两个月(include d days i back when holidays)

昨天，

我才发现原来

我真的并不了解这个家。。

连最基本的碗放在哪，

我都不晓得。。

是不是真的很过分??

然而之后的事，

我还不晓得。。

好像一样不会回去。。

继续读书或者做工。。。

但我期待着我可以住满家里一年。。

应该蛮难的吧??

但，我期待着。。

Gathering 09

I LOVE IT..

THX 4 ATTENDIN TIS TIME GEH GATHERIN..

ALTHOUGH JOYJOY NT SO HAPPY..(KEEP EMO+ing)

BECAUSE OF HER INJURY..

but I HOPE SHE CAN REALLY ENJOY D TIME WE HV BEEN TOGETHER...

Coz...

WE DoN'T HV MUCH GATHERIN LIKE TIZ always......

AnyWAy,

hope u all ENJOY IT..

WAIT 4 ME...

NEXT MONTH....

I ll be BAcK!!!!!!

^^

sorry

Jux wana bring u loiterin along Kampar..
mana tau really gt police..
shuai dao bao..
==
instead, let u worry n moodless..
haizz..

rm70 flown away~
left rm14..
minus tdy de dinner then left rm10..
2 days more with oni rm10..
shit!!
sleepy + moody
goin 2 oi oi nw..
bye

超多烦恼

大家大家。。
为什么我们会有那么多烦恼???

Burger,你不要再为了那X狗而伤心了啦。。。
他并不值得啊。。
看到你这样，
我都不知道该怎么做才能帮到你。。。
心痛+ING....
那天从她家回来你就对我唠叨了一阵子。。
说什么热水器坏了没人来修。。
又什么他没回你信息的。。
说到唏哩哗啦的。。
从来就没有浪费过向我唠叨的每一秒钟。。
其实你根本就是想对我诉说他的事嘛。。
别以为我不懂，看你泪水滚滚的。。
再加上那天的晚餐。。
你的心好像被一把刀刺了再刺。。

唉～
大考快到了，你不要再想太多嘛。。
我们一起加油吧!!
就算没有他，你还是你啊。。
你一样有我们的陪伴。。
你一样是个每天笑嘻嘻的宝宝。。
你还是要过自己的生活。。
你并没失去什么。。
振作起来，我们一起加油!!
^^


至于Jeslynn，
你不要再让这一切没有必要的压力
缠绕着你好吗??
你这样会把自己逼疯,
也会把我逼疯的。。。
读书是必然的。。
但也不要给自己太大压力。。
我不想你还没考试，
就又病倒了。。
人生有几个十年??
看开点吧。。


Kitty，
你够了吧??
RM250的电话费。。
都还没一个月耶。。
如我是你老爸，
你应该早就被pan死了。。
真是太过分了!!!
还有啊。。
吃东西只需要七分饱啦。。
你也太over了吧。。
一个月吃一千块。。
还不够。。
正如你爸说的，
印钞票都不够你花钱快。。
你真的需要好好反省啊。。。


而我自己呢，
我真的真的很想可以做回自己!!!
只是我也真的不懂我到底是个怎样的人??
可能从很久以前就迷失了自己。。
常常让别人操纵。。。
做他们希望我做的事。。
从来就一点主见也没有。。
难听点就像条狗一样，
没有自尊!!!
好烦!!
谁可以帮我??
我又能为自己做些什么呢??
而我几时才可以做回真正的自己??

I just wanna BE MYSELF!!!!!!!
A real YAP LI YEN!!!!!!

我班有个AH LONG!!!

没错!!他就是我班名副其实的阿窿。。
吓到了吧??
哈哈!!
别怕啦...
其实他是个好人。。
嗯。。
也是个好笑的人。。

何以见得??
每天在他踏进班上时，
一定会惹来一阵阵的笑声。。
到底大家在笑什么??
不晓得耶。。

是他走路的姿势??
讲话的方式??
榴莲似的发型??
还是他自己修的眉毛??
还有还有， 他的炸弹水瓶??
总之，他就是会令人狂笑的那种‘阿窿’。。
我班的Burger也因为他，
在班上多次不顾形象地狂笑了。。

有了他，
我们的生活都脱离不了'狂笑'这两个字。。

在他第一次搬家时，
我和班长--Money去了他家一趟。。
那天，Victor的keyboard还在他房间。。
这时当然就是他show off的时候啦。。
就这样开始了他迷人的那一幕。。

对不起只能拍背影。。

不然会吓到人。。

哈哈!!
真的真的，

他最迷人的时刻就只在他弹琴的那一刻。。
超赞的!!

以下都是MR.KEE的珍藏。。

一看就知道。。

宅男一个。。。

哈哈!!

MR.Kee Shiau..

考试要到了，我们一起加油吧!!!
^^

Mikky's Bday

Our LOVE~

大家都很认真地点燃蜡烛...

HAPPY BDAY!!

老兄。。

我今天可忙的呢。。

帮忙Christine庆祝生日后还得赶场呢。。

开心哦...Christine有感动到...哈哈!!

谢谢Steven大哥...

2nd round

从dataran move去westlake..

Mikky's BDAY...

今天的westlake超暗的，刚好配合了我们的主题——蜡烛。。

但，风却大了些，要点燃所有的蜡烛真的不容易。。

终于Chao Chao带我去载你们了。。

Mikky上钓咯!!hehe..

生日歌当然少不了咯。。

那么多蜡烛，我看了都爽哦。。

你还能不感动吗??哈哈!!

希望你天天都那么开心哦。。^^

Blackcat,我们的任务达成了。。

你应该是很开心吧?!

可是我怎么感觉到你有些down呢?!

可能是我多心吧。。。

Danial,你还真的下了不少功夫呢。。

那么重料的蛋糕。。

跟我们的chocholate cookies比下去了。。

但我们对甜倪的心意你是赢不了的啦。。哈哈!!

至于我呢，我也把该送他的给送了。。

虽然没有得到任何反应。。

但没关系。。

在此，我想祝福你。。

恭喜你重获自由，真的真的不要再病了。。

愿它们会换来你的笑容。。

酱就已经足够了。。

Ps：Thanks for helping us...Chao Chao,CK,Kitty,Hanbaobao,and Lee Jing...really THANKS!!

16 AUGUST 09

3 somethin in the morning,....
随着Cat的带领，我完成了我人生中最“伟大”的一次。。
凌晨一点钟，开始了第一步。。。
PART 1
首先，我拿出了500g 的chocolate bar。。（哇!酱多!!fat die lor^^）
弄热后便把它加入被弄碎的corn flakes,成了Corn Flakes Choco!!Wuhuh~
这过程虽然很简单，但要等到它完完全全凝固，那就...........
PART 2
现在便是cheese stick出场的时候啦!也蛮简单的，但Cat却EMO了....
他说：“一条一条地要搞到什么时候哦?”
结果就把一部分倒进已melt的chocolate里。。
原本的‘Rocky仔’变成了Chocolate Stick..(hope u ll like it!!)
PART 3
Fish Fish也接着出场了!!
不知为啥，总觉得我们班的Fish会爱上我的杰作--->Choco Fish!!
哈哈!!
虽然某些卖相不好，但它们真的很好吃。。。
(我一直都在偷吃!Cat不要假假咯!!你也一样!!不要一直偷笑我=P)

就这样一直重复的动作,搞到半夜三更。。。
那些丑样的cookies,多谢我的CaT..
他帮我啃了不少。。
最后，我的1st cookies-->Corn Flakes Choco
居然失败了。。。
伤心。。
我可是很用心在做的。。
只希望你能吃出我的真心......
对你的承诺，我并没有食言。。
只是我选择了亲手制作。。
比起买便的更有诚意。。
更有价值。。
希望你吃着的当时是甜的。。。



ps: Thanks my buddy much!!DHT2 de SARU-->CaT!!WAKAKA!!

UNNECESSARY!!!

A lot of UNNECESSARY!!!!!!


I dun tink tat u ll feel somethin
when I treat u well..

I dun tink tat u ll realize anythin
while I 've changed my plans and activities
jux bcoz of u...

I dun tink tat u ll understand
wat I've done 2 u
while u r sick....

I dun tink tat I can make u happy
by doing those silly things.....

I dun tink...................................

Much I've tot....
However,


U never have a serious sight on me..
Maybe my concern on u jux such a nothin...

CUZ...

there are always a lot of 'another'
tat u tink are better than me...............

LOST...

I am LOST..
Since the day u left from me..
Sad..
Moody..
But so how??
I dun even noe wat can i do..
EXCEPT..
Give Up..
Hence,
I've lost my feeling on u
as the time goes by..
However,
I can stil remember d way u treat me
on tat day..
It was too disappointed..
Now,
I ctnue my study at Perak..
We less contact since I was here..
Can say tat I m quite success
as I had really gave it up..
And I tink tat I like someone here..
But I din dare..
I scared 2 get hurt n oso hurt d 1..
However,
u appear on my new life gain..
I tot I wont tink too much..
And I know tat I m really dun love u anymore..
But I duno y I'll moody
at the moment tat u din reply my msg...
It jux cant seem to understand..
Anyone can tel me?
Izit I m stil lovin u??
I m totally LOST!!!